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[17 May 2008|03:17pm] |
I haven't wrote in this thing in a while; I'm usually in a pretty ghey mood when I do decide it's time.
But I'm really just fucking hot right now and avoiding the heat that I'm no longer used to. I really love LA though. Being back here, only for a weekend, is so nostalgic and light hearted. Like that Norma Jean movie. I missed front lawns and that grossly polluted sunset hovering through silhouettes of palm trees and electrical wires. It makes me want a nice, cold, beer...
Life is good.
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[29 Dec 2007|12:08pm] |
since this is the only piece of art i've made all year, besides detailed notebook drawings, i thought i'd share it with you
it's weird, i was high. what can i say?
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| HELL FUCKING YES |
[10 Dec 2007|02:28pm] |
I GET TO MOVE OFF CAMPUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHH!!!!!!!! YAYAYAYAY.
ahhhh mental clarity,
I'm going to feel so good again;
I just need some mace for living in the tenderloin.
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[19 Nov 2007|03:15pm] |
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I guess I'm getting plsatic surgery on my cheek in a month which will be marked as my third surgery this year all due to getting my wisdom teeth extracted three months ago.
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I'm getting a psychiatric evaluation so I can convince him or her of my extreme anxiety which disables me from being able to live in a dorm style community.
And despite everything that has gone terribly wrong this year, I'm fine. Because maybe it isn't so wrong, it's just not my ideal. I've found life to be completeley unhinged lately and I'm no longer surprised at this point by anything. I just need to move on and do something important besides writing in my livejournal about my god damn boring life which is way less important than all the art or music I could be making or all the books I could be reading and all of the historical events that are occuring as I type around the world.
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[22 Oct 2007|11:15am] |
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Last night was interesting. I went to this jazz show because it's Lily's uncles band and I just went to give him a CD of me singing, but then he asked me to sing on the spot and thank god for alcohol or I would not have been able to do that. Five minutes before that, however, this woman behind the bar completely singled me out, asking for an ID even though I wasn't drinking nor trying to. So I sang right-quick and while people were complimenting me, SHE STILL KICKED ME OUT!! While at the same time serving my roommate shots. Haha, it's cool though, it was a good time.
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[16 Oct 2007|09:38am] |
i just wrote my first paper
it is the shit.
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| all right LOVE FEST beat the fuck out of treasure island music festival |
[30 Sep 2007|02:13pm] |
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and it cost 110 dollars less!! yesterday was a goooood day, so good, i've come to livejournal to tell you d00ds about it. it consisted of PHIL(!!!), dancing, dranking, naked men, staying up till 6 in the morning jammin on my keyboard with a lot of loud people, and lotttts of friendly kisses.
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| TREASURE ISLAND MUSIC FESTIVAL |
[17 Sep 2007|10:29am] |
Was soooooooo sick like dayum. On Saturday we saw MIA, DJ Shadow and Cut Chemist together, thievery Corporatio, Gotan Project, Ghostland Observatory and Zion I. Sunday we saw Modest Mouse, Spoon, Built to Spill, Clap Your Hands Say Yeah, M. Ward and Earlimart, C Wolf. It really brought my spirits up and Clap Your Hands Say Yeah surprisingly killed. I'm just sooo soreee now. I wish I had pictures but cameras weren't allowed:[ Anyways, hope all is well with everyone else TOO.
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[06 Sep 2007|02:57am] |
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College is weird. Dorms are weird. Resocializing is weird, but I still like it I'm just too used to South Pasadena. I'm just really happy to not have to deal with the 106 temperature of LA. Gahh!! You all should just visit me to avoid that craziness.
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[24 Aug 2007|12:22am] |
It wasn't supposed to be like this.
I wanna go home.
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| excitements... |
[31 Jul 2007|11:23am] |
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lfiuihdsfh I'm so excited for everything. This summer is coming to a close and I know my for sure roomates. One's intensley into anime but I'm all right with that...I'm excited to visit Lily on Friday and help Harrison and Phil move on Monday. The only thing that's getting me down is my swollen face which needs to stopppp all ready so I can smoke and kiss and things comfortably. I'm also going to record a song soonish which is a little bit of progress seeing as I was supposed to do around three this summer, but it's okay. Mmm! I love love my new labtop and I'm excited to buy cups and sheets and yummy foods and clothes...I love San Francisco. I really do.
I'm also in love with the Before Sunrise&Before Sunset movies.
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| My week's going a little somethin like this... |
[26 Jul 2007|12:27pm] |
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+Wisdom teeth pulled, which were impacted and that happens to make troubles all the much more worse BUT on the brighter side of the things...
+I get a whole lotta this:
+Tuesday:( guilty pleasures pt.1 )
+Wednesday: In way too much pain to exist but managed to get through Rushmore
+Today: ( Guilty pleasures pt.2 )
+The only downside is that I'm taking a while to heal and my boyfriend won't visit me even though he hasn't seen me since Monday after he's been in SF all week having a dandy ol time, ugh. I'm resentful.
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[19 Jul 2007|01:37am] |
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Life's absurd, no one gets what they deserve and that's what gets me through the day as it should you too.
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[09 Jul 2007|12:49am] |
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I'm not marrying anyone unless his name is Ryan Gosling.
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| Mmm...excitement... |
[25 Jun 2007|10:24pm] |
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1. I'm going to San Francisco with Sinziana, Phil, and Harrison...and possibly someone else this week where I'll be attending orientation and signing up for some chill classes which I am crossing my fingers for; Intro to Critical Thinking, History of Life, and Political and Social Philosophy.
2. Sinzi's livejournal is so sick! yay for new music.
3. I'm going to stop being such a lazy careless person and get healthy and happy.
4. I've been reading so much...I loveeee summer!
5. Haven't been to work in weeks, but I go back next week...
I'm just sad my friends are leaving left and right and we really didn't spend enough time together.
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| A tribute to the homies |
[17 Jun 2007|03:51pm] |
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So I know I'm really no good with year books...but I really want the people that would expect an extravagant whole page or something for some kind of closure...to know that I love you. I already knew this , but more so this past weekend with everyone's mixed emotions and what not; how unique and interesting you all are to me. I'm not easily amused or impressed, and I need people that surround me to teach me new things and understand my sense of humor. After four years, I've finally found you people and now I'm leaving in two months. I could comfortably say that I wouldn't mind staying in South Pasadena at this point although SF is going to amazing.
It's kind of strange how I went through most of highschool not really with a secure group of friends, just maintaining a few close friends and now I'm constantly being surrounded by these beautiful people who are all SO different. So colorful, diverse, interesting, musically inclined and loving.
Sorry to be so sappy, but godamn I fucking love you people even if we don't hang out constantly...you KNOW who you are because I've given you that long hug and you'll catch me smiling at you and starring or yelling your name in excitement when you show up at wherever we're chillin. I know some people probably just see us as crazy drunks and stoners or whatever, but fuck those people because we have the tightest group of friends that I've observed my entire life. No hate, only love. You're my family now and even if we don't talk much while in SF, my feelings will never change and I'll come back anticipating the same relationships and good times.
Love ALWAYS
-Stepherly
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| good times... |
[10 Jun 2007|04:06am] |
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That felt good. And so does my new Steve Winwood record and Nina Simone album. And so does spending time with good people like Sinziana who make me crack up. Love love love music love art love singing love dancing love ---inlove with fridayss&friends..You need all to survive in my little world.
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